I am...a New Yorker

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Tuesday, July 31, 2001
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the positive. I get wonderful emails from perfect strangers, I have great friends (ncludng a few writers) to support me, and just today I not only got access to move my domans onto the free web server I've had a few months, but also got Internet access at work, fnally.


I am...gong to be 30 n 4 weeks. Where did that come from? It's not so much the number that freaks me out, snce I'm not a beauty queen or anyone who was ever concerned about agng, fadng or livng without love. Indeed, this last has been the norm my entire life, so anythng else would be the surprise.

I'd love to do somethng great for my birthday, but I'll be damned if I can thnk of a sngle thng, particularly that I can afford. I am spendng money like water and cursng myself for beng unable to break old habits. I need to remember that, when I waste money, I am deprivng myself of the cozy home I want, of free time for writng, and of all my expensive addictions -- New York, books, music and travel.

I spent the evenng with

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